Fighting so hard

whispers in my ears

your failing, failing

i fight and try to stand

but  you knock me down again

I’m failing, failing

won’t the words stop

who are you to say that

I’m failing, failing

you dont determine

who lives and who dies

im not failing, failing

i’m fighting til the end

He will determine who wins

im not failing, failing



Failure is so often in my mind. It to is another one of my large fears. I cannot fail. I cannot let down the people who love me most. I have to reach the standards they have set for me. I cannot fail.

It’s almost 2am and I’m falling asleep. my homework still isn’t done for my class tomorrow. I guess I’ll just set my alarm an hour earlier in order to get it done. goodnight world.

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