… And I have definitely torn things. I have torn my meniscus in two spots, and my ACL in two possible spots. Tomorrow I’m going to be contacting a special orthopedic surgeon to see what my options are. It’s terrifying to think about the possibility of surgery. I have purposed it in my mind though that what I really want is to be able to heal as best as possible. I don’t want to do a semi job or skip it because I’m scared, and have problems in the future. I’d rather face my fears now and allow my body to heal. So I’m spending my time praying that God gives me a peace, and that he heals me. I’d love for you to join me. My goal is to not only heal to the utmost, but also to find God’s plan in all this. I’m constantly being told, God has a very special plan for why this is happening. So now just to figure it out.