The Breaking Point

There is the point in everyones life, most likely more than once, in which you simply, break. I’m at that breaking point.

Since the beginning of 2011 I have hit pretty much every bump in the road. I started out the year with getting sick. I was sick for over two weeks. That really messed up my new years resolutions of kicking but in school for the second semester, and getting on top of things. In the midst of being sick and attempting to get better there were many days spent snowed in and miserable. Which equaled no motivation and no transportation. I then was injured skiing which put me out of the loop for about a week. Then obviously I re-injured my knee which has officially thrown me off.

Through all of this, I have been struggling. Struggling with just about everything. Struggling with how I view myself, and most importantly I have struggle with trust. I have lied pretty much completely on myself. I have tried to heal myself on my own, and tried to accomplish everything on my own. But this is it. I just can’t do it. I can’t heal my body, I can’t do it all, and I can’t hold myself together. THIS is my breaking point.

Here it is God, because I can’t do it anymore. I’m sorry for trying to control it. I can’t hold myself together anymore. Please rescue me.

Dear Heavenly father

I come to You now

Please take my burdens

I’m laying them down

I can’t keep on going

One more step and I’ll drown

Dear Heavenly Father

Please rescue me now

 

Come rescue me

I’m broken and weary

Come rescue me

I can hardly breathe

Come rescue me

Let Your strong arms hold me

Come rescue me

Just break me and mold me

Come rescue me

 

 

Dear Heavenly Father

I gave it to You

I asked for direction

You led me through

But now I am falling

Out of Your wills hand

Dear Heavenly Father

Please help me to stand

 

Come rescue me

I’m broken and weary

Come rescue me

I can hardly breathe

Come rescue me

Let Your strong arms hold me

Come rescue me

Just break me and mold me

Come rescue me

 

You rescued me

You gave me life God

Now I am free

Caught up in your love

 

Come rescue me

I’m broken and weary

Come rescue me

I can hardly breathe

Come rescue me

Let Your strong arms hold me

Come rescue me

Just break me and mold me

Come rescue me

 

A song i wrote this summer wont leave me head.

 

prayers are appreciated ❤

 

One thought on “The Breaking Point

  1. Amen!

    Don’t doubt yourself. For it is from within you that healing will happen.

    I’m sure you’ll be on your feet in not time at all…

    Cheers!

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