My heart is aching tonight.

As the school year comes to a close and my friends become official seniors my heart begins to sink. I will be a senior of course, but I wont have a senior class. I wont be going on a senior trip with my senior class. I wont have senior t-shirts with all my friends.I wont get to go to Jr. Sr. with my boyfriend. I wont have a graduation with my friends. I won’t experience my senior year, and honestly right now it’s breaking my heart.

I know I know, I need to get over my self. In 10 years what will this even matter. I can do things that are so much more beneficial to me. But right now, I  just want to be a senior, with my friends enjoying my year.

I have enjoyed homeschooling, but senior year will be tough! Hoping to make the most of this.

So right now, I’m trying to pray and focus on how to make my senior year special for me. Why must this be so stinking hard:(

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