I leave for Southland Christian Camp in around 12 hours. I have been packing nonstop, and preparing for this. It was a last minute decision, with around a week and a half to prepare. I knew from the moment I found out about the trip, that I should go. My heart has been incredibly heavy for this camp, since leaving there 2 years ago. Here is the blog I wrote about my trip then, http://justmeg94.blogspot.com/2009_07_19_archive.html. My heart going into this whole situation is completely different than it was last time. I am expecting, bigger and better things this time. But in the preparations for it all, I know that I have struggled greatly with handing it over to God, especially in one specific area.** The horrible awful area of finances. I feared I wouldn’t have enough money going into the trip. I was trying to handle it all on my own. I was expecting $50 dollars tonight from a small job I had this week. I was relying on that money to help me while I’m at camp. I was then told I’d be getting a check put in my mail box sometime tonight. I was so upset, knowing a check would do me NO good at this hour. If you look back where I put the ** right at that moment I got a text from the people that I helped out, saying they were outside my house and had a 50 dollar BILL for me. I immediately thanked God. I think it is SO wonderful how HE will supply ALL my needs!!! Phil. 4:19 says, “But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.” I am just so amazed by this verse and the way God has let it play out in my life tonight!
So now I guess this is goodbye, for 2 weeks! Be praying for me, and Matt, and Isaac! It will be trying and testing, but SO worth it in the end!